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zipped up

2008-04-15T21:04:00.002+08:00

oh man!
i am reverting back to who i was in pri sch
that extremely introverted person
i cant seem to think of anything to talk to anyone anymore
ooh parallelism.. ok out of point
i definitely dont have the wits of my junior..
sth her friend is loving her to bits for..
but in the past at least i could hold a normal conversation
and make ppl laugh somemore
now i just dont bloody open my mouth :/
how weird am i
fine i am a lazy person but definitely not to that extent
somebody tell me what's wrong with me!

set up by fate

2008-03-08T21:41:00.003+08:00

[DISCLAIMER: VERY SENSITIVE AND INTIMATE CONTENT BELOW]
i am pissed!
i worked so hard for it
i went for every trng
i even defied my mum and wanted to buy badm shoes
now they tell me we are not playing
wtf! dont they have the courtesy to tell us earlier?
maybe i wouldnt be so pissed
31/01/08
that's the date B told us she was signing us up as doubles
more than 1 month later and 2 days to the comp,
you bloody told us we are not playing
wtf and it's cos the teacher forgot to sign us up
like wth badm management sucks!
and worst it’s only cos those 2 pro j1 juniors didn’t want to join badm that they considered us
ok fine I am not really bothered by this
but I am furious at your obvious lack of responsibility and accountability
fine we may be noobs at playing
but don’t think you can treat us like idiots cos of that
and bloody hell I told almost the whole world that I had comp cos I really thought I was playing
now how am I suppose to face them?
Awkwardness that’s what I will feel when facing them
and I hate that!
what kind of emotions is worse than this?
REGRET!
I have been regretting a lot of things and choices I made recently
and I cant stand it!
let’s just start from pri6
from then till now there are enough regrets I experienced to write into a book
first of all my psle results
maybe I should have studied harder and scored better
but anyway I managed to get into ny
maybe I shouldn’t have gone ny
then I wouldn’t screw up my cca so much
AND get turned down for every scholarship I applied
first wrong choice I made that I can recall
then maybe I shouldn’t have joined co
I was so foolishly influenced into joining co by someone
and co has caused me much misery
maybe I shouldn’t have gone m’sia on the day of auditions for exco
then I might have been a treasurer and gotten some cca leadership points
maybe I shouldn’t have given in to temptation and played com during prac
that cost me my whole “career” in co
NO syf NO sl
wtf and the worst I is I had to join co when my first year was the syf year
so basically I was only left with the syf in sec 3 (which I sadly realized in sec 2)
and I had to blow up my chances for that one and only syf
which in turn cost me my moe pre-u scholarship in jc1
and I will always rmbr that guy interviewer’s words
“Every performing arts student takes pride in getting into syf, so why weren’t you in syf?”
I had to crap up sth stupid and totally screwed up that interview for the scholarship
well another one: the esip
I thought the test was pretty easy
but in the end they only offered it to 2 students in ny
wtf! and one of them whom I think is less deserving than me
and wtf (x2) I found out that they gave esip to those o level peeps who scored well and entered hc
wrong wrong wrong decision to go ny in the first place
oh there is also eesis and the dsta scholarship
but I shall not elaborate on them
now to leadership skills
I always had this problem of being late for sch I dunno why..
so way back in pri5 I was late
I ran and it so happened that I stepped on a puddle of water in the drain along the corridor
ok fine my leg was already drenched and that was bad enough
I realized later that the water splashed onto a teacher’s pants
and I felt so embarrassed I quit being a prefect
if, just if, I hadn’t been late and I hadn’t stepped on that puddle of water
I might have become the head prefect or sth
well it seems that my life just went downwards from then
sec sch.. the cruel reality
I wasn’t in syf and I wasn’t given the chance to be sl
now in badm, I am equally unlucky
I had to be in the year when almost all the ex badm players rejoined badm
then they spam the whole exco
wtf and my dear j1 juniors will all be happily in the exco cos they only have 3 ppl
wtf bloody hell since when have I been given the chance to exhibit my leadership
when I always end up in this sort of shit situations
the problem is I believe I can lead
I hate it when those teachers/books/principals say all of us are given equal opportunities to shine as a leader
it’s just bullshit!
if all of us are leaders, who are the ppl left for us to lead?
come on this is totally fallacious thinking!
coming back, I am still infuriated about this “not playing all of a sudden” thing
perhaps the only choice i won’t regret is posting this entry

shocked

2008-01-26T19:48:00.000+08:00

xx came back for trng!
haha and he alr went to NS le.
his head is shaved! ahh
and he became very very dark..
haiz i am not that excited anymore..
which shows that i have successfully forgotten about him..
at least until today..
anw he looked less appealing to me..
i know this sounds cheesy..
but i still like him (:
hmm typing this entry is not high for me anymore..
so i shall stop here!

tired

2008-01-22T21:45:00.000+08:00

today is a horrible day..
i have made other ppl's day but my day has not been made ):
no need to mention hw.. they are just disgusting..
and you pls dao me ):
this is one of the days you have made me so sad..
why.. you told me not to do it but you did it yourself..
are promises going to be kept between us?
i wish i had more time to spend with you..
i dont want our relationship to go to waste after all these years..
perhaps it is not that a good thing that my wish came true..
why did things turn out this way?
i hate blogging about this kind of stuff..
but this is the only way i can vent my frustration..
haiz maybe i should just stop blogging from now on..
nobody reads it anyway..

overused

2008-01-21T22:15:00.000+08:00

well i think the word "darling" and "<3" is sadly overused..
it makes our relationship like any other relationship..
ok this is some random thoughts..
i have been thinking a lot..
i realise i am quite irritating at times..
i hurt people's feelings unknowingly..
but this is me.. haiz
okok i am emo now..
that's why

unbelievable

2008-01-15T20:28:00.000+08:00

oh man! the only substitute for xx is my friend's bf!
ahhhhhhh! like super awkward when i was with her and another friend in the library!
then he came over and they were.. you know..
omg i cant believe this! argh like this how to even forget xx lor!
h3 is like T.T argh and i have tons of hw to do!
haiz emo post
gtg bye!

any other day

2008-01-08T19:47:00.000+08:00

i cant believe i have nothing to do now!
no hw to be handed in tmr! haha
and i cant think of anything to do online :/
other then blogging -.-
haiz but this freedom is so short lived!
A levels in 10 months!
and i am slacking very min away now!
not really slacking cos i am racking my brains over somebody's present!
haha pls give me some hints!
i dont wish to give things that you wont use (:
haha i am a practical person haha
somehow i am not friendly enough ><
dunno why but i feel kinda lonely now!
haiz i want to go out and have fun!
mugging is so not me! but i am still concerned about my results!
haiz why am i not super smart and intelligent or have photographic memory!
haizhaizhaiz i guess when i have nothing to do i tend to reflect a lot..
i shouldnt go on anymore.. this post is getting too emo ):

i know a secret!

2008-01-04T20:25:00.000+08:00

ok this is going to be a very short entry haha
many things have happened in such a short time :/
i was late on the first 2 days of sch!
wow what an achievement!
hmm and didnt do hw that were checked
and did those that were not checked
how clever of me!
haha finally saw my darling in sch <3
haha hope you dont get heart attack cos i pounced on you today :P
been to venezia for 2 times in 3 days
cos of mabel leong :P
haha i must stop spending so much money and giving in to the temptation!
just had height and weight today!
HAHA I GREW ONE CM! WOOHOO!
but weight still the same ):
42 is now the magic word! haha
gotta work out more! but not carrying weights!
yucks i hate gaining muscles! but badm is like forcing us to gain muscles!
argh! haha me and mabel didnt know why we joined badm in the first place!
ahh but i bet she joined cos of ricky :P
haha okok and dear mdm tay called me "that orange specs girl" T.T
i have a name ok! haha
it seems that my name and darling's names are quite diff to rmbr :/
haha cos it is UNIQUE!
haha oh and i know of a secret! wahaha
but i am not telling! cos it is other ppl's secret haha
okok i am wasting lots of time here talking rubbish!
when i have an essay timetrial and a math class assg on mon!
GP issues and ideas due on tue!
chem hol hw due on mon!
vectors 10a tutorial due on mon!
virus and bact tutorial due soon! argh!
and there is trng tmr! pt AND trng!
oh man ><

love makes the world go around :D

2007-12-29T12:20:00.000+08:00

HAHA I LOVE CHANNEL U NOW!
it is showing gong zhu xiao mei on 24 jan!!!!
wahahaha dont have to watch those blurry videos on youtube (:
haha argh i stopped at ep4 for dou niu!
no time at all to watch! haizhaiz
i realised i am really dead for hw!
1. chem: 4 qns left undone and many qns i dont know.
2. math: 3 qns each from all topics except sequences :/
3. econs: hell that! dont know what they are asking.. planning to copy :/
4. GP: arghhhh! 10 AQ and 2 book reviews!
at least i finished bio le :D
okok time is precious.. i am wasting time here!
gtg bye!!

rotting at home

2007-12-26T19:09:00.000+08:00

HELP! there is this humongous growth under my eye that makes it look very swollen )):
well now there is another one which i hate to say could be acne )):
argh.. am i turning into some sort of freak!
or even worse am i becoming a mutant??
(I would love to have jean grey's powers (: hehe)
and because of this hideous face i have been rotting at home for EONS
and THANKS TO JINYAO! haha made me hooked on neopets again :P
at least i have something to do...
haiz been very un-fun-loving lately too...
missed out on 2 class gatherings..
going to miss another one soon..
missed numerous chances of meeting xx ever again...
argh i should just forget about him..
just read smb.. argh there is math lecture test on the 3rd week!
and i havent even studied for the bio one which could be on the first of school..
heck i shall finish playing neopets first :D

changes

2007-12-22T11:26:00.000+08:00

I NEED A CHANGE!
hmm maybe i should start with:
- a new haircut (: BOB style compliments my face
- new slippers! tired of risking my life with every step i take
- new bag.. well sth big to hold everything..
- new sports shoes.. have been wearing the old one for eons
- being less sarcastic.. esp when niao-ing ppl
- not being so violent --" since when i am violent? :P
- smiling more! haha oh maybe i need to change my specs too cos they make me look fierce :/
- watching less irrelevant taiwanese variety shows (my mum say they make me stupider)
- oh REALLY mugging SERIOUSLY! (totally wasted the first year)
- doing my holiday hw now!
- playing less free trial games (but they are really addictive :D)
- losing weight.. i should be at most 42kg only :/
well i think thats about all...
changes dont happen overnight..
haha except the buying part...
the above list could be my new year's resolution or wadeva..
i just need to stop living my kind of life now...

where are you lady luck?

2007-12-21T19:56:00.001+08:00

argh! i have been so down on my luck recently..
and i wonder if it is cos of sth someone gave me...
hmm last night i stepped on a dead moth ><
i think it was barbequed by the light in my room
cos it collapsed into ashes when i stepped on it...
ewww... how nice to add to my bird droppings incident..
>< i cant believe it...
oh so great on the first day of my chalet with my dear juniors...
played asshole daidi and i was asshole the whole time.. nice...
the exchanging of christmas presents was not wad i expected.
oh forget it.. this is not that impt.
2nd day.. my swollen bee-stung crimson red lips are back
i havent had this since sec 3 when i went to beijing ><
so the lips really affected me a lot..
and made me appear so unenthu..
sorry guys! my lips really irritated me then..
haiz and i said a lot of stupid things with that lips..
they are so cursed..
argh.. and just received a msg just now that there is a badm gathering
but i cant go.. it is too sudden..
and i will never get to see him again..
cos badm chalet is cancelled and i am not going for badm gathering today.
argh and now i cant finish my hw on time.
wtf am i doing now..
wasting my youth away..
i am such a lazy bum..
just rot at home watching tv and doing nth..
i am not even studying much..
arghhhhhhhh
my life sucks..
period

wishing

2007-11-13T21:52:00.000+08:00

ni hao wo de blog (:
actually feel rather emo now
and i feel like crying )):
WHY IS XX NOT GOING FOR CHALET!
))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):
like my final chance to see you before you leave
to know more about you haiz
but it is highly unlikely we will hit on
haha but whatever i still want to see you
pls go!

lalala

2007-09-28T20:48:00.000+08:00

finally back! haha kind of miss my blog
like i am missing someone now. hehe
okok today i am not talking about that person
something like my RESULTS are MORE important for now
arghhh so what if i got an A for my chem??
i am at the 51th percentile...
that means i am only better than 51% of the whole cohort ><
i thought i had done very well
but others did better...
sometimes it suck to be in one of the better schools
the competition is soooo stiff i cant breathe..
ehh haha it ryhmes.
and my math is now my worst subject ><
all my pride all my achievements are in math..
and i got a measly D for it ><
and to make matters worse..
i took the math paper with flu and fever...
i would be elated if i can get A for this paper
over the moon/exhilirated/ecstatic
haha okok i realised there are 3 kinds of ppl in hc
1. those who are damn popular and almost always get the leadership positions
2. those who are not that popular but work hard to earn the leadership positions
3. those who dont give a damn about leadership positions
haha i happen to fall into the third category
i am so not aries...
Aries are supposed to be the leaders because they like to take charge.
haha sounds bossy right..
haha but be assured i am not hehe
or am i?
haha ok maybe sometimes...
sabbaticals sound horrible to me...
in the same one again with that horrid person!
arghhh should i join my class or my laopo's gang?
haizhaiz
and i also worry about not being able to get H3
some stupid H3 programme takes into account your blocks results ><
and for econs i got a bloody U!!!
hmm okok at least i still have game theory and managerial econs :D
haha ok shall end here
totally looking forward to after promos (:
where i can go out with my dear sidang to shop, mj and movies!!!
wheee

national day celebrations

2007-08-09T20:23:00.000+08:00

my pining for him finally got repaid :D
haha was thinking and worrying that he wont come
haha but who nows
he came from the side of the hall i was standing (:
haha he was looking up
and i think our eyes met LOL
it was GOOD to see him up close again (:
haha he totally act sey and unenthu during celebrations
haha he sat down when everyone was standing and getting high
and the way he sat was so lazybones haha
like no backbones
hmm and his stupid friend pointed in my direction
halfway during the show ><
i totally looked away haha
cos stupid xx was looking too haha
anw he and his gang left immediately after the show
haiz at least i get to see him for quite long :D
makes my day worthwhile haha
CTE finally (: haha
played bridge on the bus and at pastamania
wanted to play lan but couldnt cos of uniform
then went to chelseas house (:
watched simpsons movie haha
then felt feverish while the others screamed and played upstairs
haha then played pig and bridge (:
argh but NO LINK SUCKS!!!!!!!!!
i had damn good cards and he totally crushed me by choosing me as his partner!
ARGH! like if he wants to lose he can lose on his own!
why pull me down too ><
haha partnered with chelsea for most of the games
and won 10 sets together (:
hehe i had good cards when i am sick
haha and ky found some reader digest on love
haha gonna borrow from her hehe
okok today was just rotting day
didnt do anything at all ><
i am so dead for promos!
my bio and econs!!!!! ahhhh
okok gtg!

2007-08-05T14:26:00.000+08:00

life sucks now ><
spammed with everything from tests to spas!
i so look forward to after promos! haha
and we are already talking about badm chalet :D
haha anw my sole objective going there is just to see that person
ahem shld stop talking about him so openly ><
mic and yijing are getting suspicious haha
i dont want them to know!
anw it is not like i am definitely with that person
haha come on we dont even talk!
suddenly my life doesnt suck that much now
haha talking about him is therapy man :p
hmm okok i guess some ppl are already puking
argh! WR! i guess my group is the most unefficient one in the class
haha cant help but zi4 niao3 cos it is a fact!
okok shall not talk crap
see ya!

RAHRAH!

2007-07-30T21:55:00.000+08:00

STUPID AYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!
ARGH!!!! I HATE YOU!
WHY DO YOU ALWAYS HAVE TO PICK ON ME!
ARGHARGHARGHARGH ><
ALL BECAUSE OF YOU!
MY BIO DROPPED FROM A WONDERFUL "A" TO A "U"!
I CANT STAND LOOKING AT YOU FOR ONE MINUTE
HOW AM I GONNA FACE YOU FOR THE REST OF JC?
ARGH AND YOUR PMS-ING WAYS SUCK!

TRNG

2007-07-28T19:35:00.000+08:00

i need to improve my lobbing and back hand!
argh! becky teach me lobbing until she very pek cek already
haha anyway today trng is rather hiong
surprisingly my ankle got better when i was playing!
haha but now the pain is back ><
ooh friday saw xx again! haha
was playing bridge at mabel's class bench.
haha i bet he totally thinks that i am a baikia!
play bridge like shit and sth he saw me do at sleepover that time
haha okok chem test on mon!
and i havent started at all ><
the following weeks are gonna be BUSY!
and wth i shld start with promos mugging now!
okok BB!

2007-07-19T21:35:00.000+08:00

life has been good recently :D
went to chelsea's house on mon haha
felt so like chalet! AHHHH
i want chalets!!
miss my darling juniors <3
haha precious times for us to have heart to heart talk (:
haha and i saw XX umpteen times this week :D
the ironical thing is that when i dont feel like seeing him
he actually just popped up right in front of me HAHA
oh and i found out or rather chelsea found out
that he is rather chummy with a girl from his class
haha but it is not that J girl haha
according to chelsea they were 0 cm in dist as they eat ice cream together
haha like i can do anything like that
hah and something shocking about GROUP 5!
haha totally cant tell that he was such a FLIRT!
OMG and so LOSER to actually get caught by my tchr in the act!!
HAHA most shocking thing discovered this week
oh and PT sucks ):
i owe them 6.4 km! argh!
and they are talking about joining some 10km run ><
come on i am not my bro! 10km will kill me!
haha and i got BUBUB for my blocks
those 2 U are really pathetic haha
but optimistic me dont really care haha
oh and today went to mic's house (:
totally played and played haha
and ky really scared of dogs i realise haha
kk i really need to go!
math tutorial not done at all ><
i must not let my best subject drop in standard!
GANBATTE!

2007-07-06T20:50:00.000+08:00

为什么你为什么老是把空气全都吸光了
害得我你害得我在你面前呼吸急促需要叫救护车
别看我先别看我我的脸红就快要爆料了
没什么哪有什么我是绝对不会承认我喜欢你了
怎么办感觉甜又酸
偷偷爱你快乐又孤单
怎么办爱却不能讲
你真讨厌不来帮我的忙
你怎么可以这样笑容打败太阳甚至比我还要更好看
我虽然无力抵挡但是日子还长总有一天换你为我疯狂
为什么你为什么这样不讲理的就出现了
害得我你害得我连仅有的一点矜持优雅全都毁了
靠近我别靠近我到底离你多近比较好呢
完蛋了我完蛋了我整个人眼看就快不是我的了
怎么办感觉甜又酸
偷偷爱你快乐又孤单
怎么办爱却不能讲
你真讨厌不来帮我的忙

oh yeah those lyrics describe exactly my current feelings for xx
hmm oh well
i should have expected that other people will like him
since he is so cute
hmm and i should have guessed he already likes someone else
haiz i really think too much
forget him forget him!!
ahhh!!! *slaps myself awake*
come on he is with 2 other girls!
no use wasting my time and energy on him!
argh i am such a failure at this kind of stuff
and i just have no affinity for him!
whywhywhy

f*** off

2007-06-29T20:02:00.000+08:00

i HATE your face!
i feel like puking at the way you laugh!
i can't stand the way you crack a joke that is NOT FUNNY at all!
i just ABHOR you!
and from everything that happened today,
you are NOT meant to exist in my life!
and stop trying to ACT gentleman
and offer to help me carry my bag!
you are just so FAKE!
i can't stand such a FAKE person like you!
you are a mugger and i HATE muggers!
you are so white and flabby and short!
argh and your face is the worst part!
oh and i forgot to mention you REEK of body odour!
oh gosh the next 1.5 years is torture for me!
so be smart and F*** OFF!

2007-06-07T20:55:00.000+08:00

woots xx finally came for trng today (:
that's all i have to say (:
ok i must stop posting things about him..
too much...
STOPSTOPSTOP

2007-06-03T19:52:00.000+08:00

okay updates (:
fri:
had trng from 2 onwards
met mabel at coro to have lunch
was sitting at bus stop waiting for mabel
some nj guys from hockey
crowded around ME to see the route thingy
argh almost made me suffocate with their stench
okay and nice i had to see nigel and andy alight at coro as well
>< haha at least nigel is friendly enough to say hi
tsk the other one haha
had lunch at weribee = rip off
me and mabel were enjoying our cheesesticks outside cold storage
and poof nigel and andy appeared again ><
haha okok we kind of dao them
and we thought we were gonna be late for trng
but in the end when we arrived at high sch hall
only nigel and andy was there (they left before us)
oh well nice trng was _______
no comments except wensheu and perry went back
wished xx had gone back as well
ohoh haha becky said xx was prob drunk that night
that's why he was so high
haiz make me happy for nothing
thought he was really that fun...
oh well baojun said after that xx is quite a fun person
hah but she didnt sound so convincing
went out to eat dinner at coro again haha sick and tired of that place
this time with mabel jo and sinyee
then went for get high concert
oh boring... except for some get high songs haha
carlos and nickoh danced well :D
but nickoh walked damn slow to his position haha quite funny
reminder: gotta pay jo 5 bucks

sat: slack
that's all folks!

badminton bbq and sleepover :D

2007-05-31T23:48:00.000+08:00

mon and tue morning (28 june):
had badminton bbq and sleepover :D
woots happiest days of my life
cos of a certain person aiya shld know who hehe
met at vivo in the afternoon to watch blades of glory
funny show (: i laughed until i cried
but seriously they shld change the rating to nc16..
way too much sexual references haha
the guys finished their popcorn even before the show started
guys = pigs haha
<3 my nachos and well popcorn too hehe
okie then we went to giant to buy alcohol
the guys' idea again haha okok not entirely theirs
jinny is dying to drink too haha
hmm then went to wensheu's house
met baojun deanna and tongyuan there
haha tongyuan = most gentleman guy in the team
only guy who bbq while the other guys sat there waiting for food hmph
haha okok weilun also OFFERED to bbq according to baojun
tsk only j2 guys are gentlemen
surprised that ricky didn’t go :P
he is captain afterall hmm
haha okok moving on..
xx was totally a pig...
I was holding on to a plate of freshly bbq food
and he came over to ask if food was ready and took the food from my plate
so I just shoved him the whole plate haha
he looked so happy when there is food haha
didn’t even cared that the food was over cooked haha
ok we slacked and ate
went out of the house for 3 nice after-dinner walks with mabel (:
attempted to find sth eerie
but we only saw an old uncle walking up and down the pavement
nothing scary about that haha
haha soon it was getting too damn hot and we went inside the house
the girls started playing cards in wensheu’s room
then the guys went the third floor to play ps and slapjack
damn noisy ><
as compared to us girls playing such a quiet and intellectual game of bridge :P
haha ok managed to convince baojun to stay for the night (:
woots then we went down to the living room to watch battle royale 1
haha while I had my first experience drinking alcohol
34.5% but diluted with f&n haha
well I poured f&n for xx (: at least we spoke haha
oh I noticed I am getting a certain level of attention from him
during the show he looked in my direction quite a no of times
and he moved to another spot when he realized that he was blocking me
though I wished he had just sat there cos I don’t want to watch at first
haha ok then after the show we rotted for a while
they wanted to watch silent hill
but couldn’t get the cd working haha so stoned
some of the guys went to order mac delivery
I had gastric and I ate a banana (:
and watched v for vendetta
which I don’t understand at all ><
haha and played at the piano for a while
qihui was quite good haha for a guy
then me mabel and sinyee went up to wensheu’s room to play bridge
we were happily and peacefully playing
and guess wad!!!
some of the guys just barged in the jumped onto wensheu’s bed!
including xx haha
and they were rolling on the bed fighting for space!!
never seen xx play until so crazy haha
poor darius had to sleep by the toilet door haha
oh and WE are just transparent
they don’t even care that we are there
haha we kept trying to control our laughter
and pretend that we didn’t see anything.
then we started whispering to each other.
stupid Michael had to say he was eavesdropping ><
come on there is nothing for you to eavesdrop upon
haha ok so after a while the guys left leaving darius behind
who got the whole bed haha
slow and steady wins the BED!
then they came back to tell darius to go down and sleep
and leave the room for us girls
haha WE WIN!
ok after a while baojun and jo joined us in the game
then the guys (qihui, weilun, wensheu and Michael) and tingyu
came up the room and played cards as well
they ended up playing poker and blackjack
while I slacked on the bed and mabel slept
that was the time I saw xx’s true nature
haha mischievous, cheeky and ego o.o
totally bragging about his proness when he just won 8+
haha and talking about his other gambling achievements
and he blamed his spot for his losing streak after that
and attempted to change places with the girls
but all dao him haha
and he acted like he was some blackjack pro
come on an ace is 1 point if you have 3 cards or more haha
somemore wanted to help jo with her cards
save your own a__ first! haha
that few wins were just taico!
okok don’t know why I keep want to niao you hehe
but well at least he answered my qn. haha
so they played all the way until 7 am
and I watched for a while then nap and repeated this cycle until 7 am
every one zonked out and slept zzzz
baojun had to leave for sch ): so yeah.
haha slept for a while then went downstairs
had a nice morning walk again. haha
and my stupid phone had no reception in the house
except on wensheu’s bed ><
so I was lying on the bed with my legs propped up on the wall
okok I know very unlady-like
well and I guessed that’s wad xx thinks too
when he came in to take his hp and wallet
haha I totally dao him as usual
then siansian while we waited for others to wake up
then we went to vivo for breakfast.
didn’t eat anything was super tired.
drank a cup of lime juice that was super sour ><
then went to play pool
and before that we waded in the pool (haha diff pools)
and took pics well weilun helped us girls take
but stupid lah he counted 123 in half a sec
I prob looked super spas in that photo
attempted to play pool
I am such a noob
kept fouling cos the ball doesn’t touch!
argh. once again xx is super zhuai3 haha
shall not elaborate this entry is getting too long
yup then went home tiredtiredtired
slept for 5 hours. haha

wed:
had napfa
all 6 stations!!!!
argh first it is insane to come back for napfa during sch hols
second it is insane to do all 6 stations in 1 day!
ABAAA for 5 stations.
though I could have gotten A for my SBJ
just 2 more cm.. but nvm it was good enough (:
arghhhhh! then 2.4 ))))):
totally underperformed. 1.5 min slower than my usual timing!!
affecting factors:
1. afternoon sun = killer
2. trackers running beside = demoralized
3. just did 5 stations
hmm but I heck already
at least I still got a gold (:
and napfa is over!
one more next year and I bid napfa farewell! muahaha

thu:
HAIRCUT!
was quite pleased with it (:
but when I tie up my hair…
my ponytail was freaking short
and worst!
I look like a guy from the front!!!!!!!!
okok enough.. long post…
shall stop here (:

haha interesting

2007-05-25T21:11:00.000+08:00

haha today once again see xx up close and personal
and for quite long too haha
and so shitty lah
ky had to say ATX so loud xx turned and looked at us
haha i think he thinks we crazy over ATX lor.
and chelsea had to take a picture of xx
haha i think he is tired of seeing me so often ><
considering that i see him every day for this week haha
oh sth stupid happened ytd haha
chelsea was talking to weiliang about some TKD stuff
then weiliang mentioned w__ lu_ haha
from TKD one lah
i laughed and choked on my yong tau foo
and weiliang looked very amusedly at me
and stupid weiliang had to keep repeating w__ lu_
and testing my reaction every time
and i giggled ><
he thought i like that w__ lu_
haha come on w__ lu_ is such a common name
hc has 3 ppl called that
nice... now weiliang and moses think that i like w__ lu_
from TKD ><
haha well i dont mind them having this misconception
oh my sixth sense tells me that someone in class is crushing on me
it is rather obvious though ><
but i dont like him!!!!! argh
he just looks disgusting
argh! why cant the person i like like me in return???
love is just so confusing

emo-ing

2007-05-21T19:11:00.000+08:00

TO XX:
i hate you for barging into my life just like that
for making me think of you every min of the day
to the extent that i cant even concentrate on simple stuff
where the hell is the mutual feelings
i feel so tired always the one looking out for you
that leads someone to think that i am boy-crazy and despo ><
this is ridiculous
why am i torturing myself like this
because i have fallen for you
it is just so simple

ji high

2007-05-18T23:08:00.000+08:00

wahahahahaha!
we spoke!
finally! ahhhh!
wad mabel say is quite true!
haha i high fan1 tian1!
shuang3 dao4 ji2 dian3!
woots!!!!
okok the guys won :D 3-2
xx you won!
so dont ever break down just because of 1 loss..
you are imba today :D
oh one discovery about xx
he is actually not dao...
he laughs damn heartily i was in shock haha
damn fang4 kai1 haha
literally talking crap with yj that grp
hmm okok i think i should stop raving about him.
getting tired of this soon..
shall go sleep now..
GG for tmr piano ><

ELATED XXER

2007-05-16T20:48:00.000+08:00

haha i am quite high today :D
just because xx sat next to me haha
i almost hyperventilated.
but stupid sinyee had to come sit in front of me zzz
and she kept squeezing in between my legs
cos she scared she get hit by the person in the court in frout of her
zzz then make me look so les..
and scared xx away ><
but nvm..
the best thing that happened was that xx didnt cry today
though we lost 1-4 to acs(i)
good thing that he realised that there is no use crying (:
and see him smiling again (:
i will have no regrets if you can win that match on fri :D
at least let me see you win
at something you love so much
JIAYOU!

depressing

2007-05-15T14:47:00.000+08:00

finally get to see the guys play in com (:
this is called badminton man!
they put up a very good fight!
but in the end they still lost.
totally got thrashed by acjc 5-0. ))))):
but the saddest thing is XX!!!!!!!
HE FELL AND ROLLED ON THE FLOOR TRYING TO CATCH THE SHUTTLE!
AND WORST HE SCRAPED HIS KNEE AND WAS BLEEDING!
ARGH IT WAS LIKE AN ARROW PIERCED THRU MY HEART!
))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):
i didn't cry but my heart was crying..
he really put in a lot of effort in badminton..
his whole passion is badminton..
and after the whole match HE CRIED!
ONCE AGAIN MY HEART BLED!
oh my dear xx...
you did well! don't blame yourself too hard..
in fact you were superb!
i screamed myself hoarse cheering for you!
haiz. how i wish i can say this to you directly..
sometimes i really hate myself for being so cowardly..
i fear rejection ):
i fear that i may not be able to face reality..
i shall just stay in the background for the moment..
JIAYOU XX!

love today!

2007-04-30T22:19:00.000+08:00

haha today was csm.
nothing much happened.
as in the race.
once again i only watched the teacher's race (:
and nanyang WON! woots
not really a fair win though.
ny has got uk shylam :/
he overtook 2 ppl in the relay haha
as expected.
now... on to sth MUCH MORE interesting :D
HAHA such a pity to jinpo for not being there
as usual i was roaming around the whole sch
with yuqin my dear sidang (:
haha i decided to pop by at apollo side to find xx
here is where it becomes interesting hehe
i was standing at the top looking down trying to find him
i was searching so intently i was oblivious to my surroundings
looked for quite a while and was a bit dejected
then i turned around
and guess wad..........
i saw him STRAIGHT IN THE FACE!!!!!!
haha he gave a rather funny look in my direction
i was drinking my bubble tea at that time
i almost choked when i saw him
haha and i scrambled away quickly
and yuqin said she thought he was looking at me...
whatever... it was SO MALU!
i rmbred i said sth like "i cant find him" etc..
i think he heard it..
wonder wad he will think..... hmmmm
hope i wasnt too obvious... argh!
if not it will be SUPER MALU!
haha oh well..
at least i get to see him (: up close somemore :D
haha i am happy
and i got my belated present from my dear juniors (:
hmm tsk to ky and c...
still havent gotten me anything yet XD
today is a happy x infinity day!
i bought my new bag!!!!!!!
haha <3 it to death! super nice!!!!
okok i am getting too hyper already..
not in the correct state of mind to do pi
shall heck for the moment
<3 my bag, my dear juniors and that someone special wheeee!

time flies

2007-04-28T20:17:00.000+08:00

haiz no trng for like 2 weeks..
i miss playing badminton
and the person who plays it so well
and i mean miss very BADLY
haiz competition coming up..
but the sad thing is
the guys and girls dont play on the same day ><
so i cant even see him
or give him moral support..
nvm i am just happy i saw him 3 times on wed
:D hehe i am really happy

miss

2007-04-12T22:32:00.000+08:00

so wad if i see him today
i am still missing him now
argh this is so frustrating
always so near yet so far
haha now i got a feeling
that it was not him who taught me that time
oh well i am sleepy now
at least i dont think of him in my sleep

mixed feelings

2007-04-03T22:47:00.000+08:00

oh he fell today. 2 times.
some muscle cramp or sth.
haiz. i feel so hopeless.
obviously a bit sad and xin1 tong4 about that.
but i can't do anything.
why am i such a loser.
argh we still haven't talked at all.
maybe once or twice.
he was kind of teaching me that time.
not really counted. haha
i will still think about him.
hope he gets well soon.

ok on to more happy stuff!
haha nyco GWH! wahaha
hyper with them too.
but ppl should know how i feel inside.
another happy stuff is council.
i didn't get in (: haha
i may be freed of the burden now.
but who knows.
it may come back to haunt me.
make me regret or sth.
esp about my portfolio. haha

ok the HAPPIEST stuff is actually tmr (:
my BIRTHDAY! wahaha.
gonna watch bean movie (:
with my dear dear juniors.
who earned themselves a GWH!
hahaha
shall end here.
tired from all the trng and pt.
good night!

ares table tennis!

2007-03-21T22:54:00.000+08:00

haha today was founder's day for hc. so NO lessons! haha that's the nice part (1)
nice part (2) is ares thrashed the other facs and tchrs in table tennis! hahah
we are a united team! woohoo! feel so happy! actually i was lucky to have a super pro partner (:
yea i pale in comparison. but nevertheless i didn't pull down the whole team (:
unlike erhem. caifang hah jkjk. you did your best and your serve is good hehe better than mine.
hmm ares won in the badminton group too (: woohoo! badminton is <3
so sad i didn't go umpire ): ohoh i played against genie in table tennis haha she is rather pro (: never knew that.
wah then she pro in badminton AND table tennis! hmm my role model! hahah
haha i feel very bright today. pei2 ky and mh (OMG!) to beauty world and west mall. argh.
i burnt so bright my filament blew. seriously. damn awkward situation.
okok shall not talk about them anymore. haha
sian i don't feel like doing any hw ): esp bio! tsk me ex-bio rep TSKTSK!
bio file and enzyme tutorial.............
okay. i shall attempt to do that now. k bye my blog.

that day <3

2007-03-07T23:26:00.000+08:00

haha long time no see my dear blog! haha okay i am supposed to blog about something that happened on 28 feb 07! haha i know i am lag but nvm. omg. first time i was so close to that person my heart almost skipped a beat. after that i slipped into a daze. all i can think of was that person who stole my heart and breath away. why what is wrong with me! now i can't concentrate on other things because i always think about that person! my mind is just saturated with images of that person. ahh but i don't expect anything to come out between the 2 of us. maybe i am just not confident of myself. or maybe we just don't talk to each other. who knows. only time will tell. -crosses my heart-

decisions

2006-11-28T22:33:00.000+08:00

hehe back from malaysia (: not that it was boring or anything but i only played mahjong for 3 nights only haha but still shopping made up for the loss hehe and I BOUGHT A NEW PAIR OF SHORTS! AND IT IS PINK! haha think i am gonna wear it during chalet hehe keep your eyes peeled i mean the 4 of you haha oh and one thing i earned 11 bucks from mahjong hehe but that 11RM=S$5.5 haiz but still better than nothing (: i still win overall hehe CAN'T WAIT FOR CHALET!! HOPE IT WILL BE FUN!! but i think the rainy weather will sort of ruin the trip to escape and also bbq haiz hope it doesn't rain and spoil the fun. anyway i still can't find a job ): after that one at patara restuarant (which i got the job but turned it down). if really can't find i am resorted to working in fast food restaurants anyone interested? i want someone to accompany me at work then at least working will be more interesting haha or shall we discuss during chalet? hehe see first and also i dunno wad subject combi i want to take next yr and cca too haiz. so many decisions to make ): nvm i shall go sleep now hehe played too much mahjong until 1+ am o.o

one night

2006-11-19T20:26:00.000+08:00

muahaha suddenly missed my blog so here i am having a date with my beloved blog (: seems that everyone's playing maple now. what's so interesting about it?? hmm the long downloading time puts me off even playing it. haha anyway i am kind of addicted to pokemon :/ haha very behind time right? NO. i am just going retro XD realised i actually missed quite a lot of places i didn't explore. hehe. I WANNA WATCH MOVIE!!! happy feet anyone?? i know xiner wants. hehe. ohohoh waits in anticipation for chalet too (: hmm jinpo they all got 2/3 chalets lo. liao bu qi lo. haha but i still gotta work ): no choice. money not enough. haiz. first time finding a job so funny and weird. gotta be nice and polite to those ppl. ohoh and interview on tues. gosh i don't know what to say!! hmm never mind just hope i don't make a fool of myself on that day haha i am so bored during these few days. can't play mj ): xiner got sabb. and juniors got pracs. haiz. never mind. hope i can play when i go back grandma's house (: hehe at the same time can earn some money hehe. okie shall stop here. still gotta write testimonial for ft. haiz. what should i write? i am jinglin, 16, LOVES ORANGE! haha something to add. LOVE AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL! JOANIE!!! PROJECT RUNWAY AND SURVIVOR!!! if only channel 5 shows amazing race too. it would be perfect (:

what a lazy morning!

2006-09-06T09:16:00.000+08:00

yea me a LAZY ~~OLD~~ BUM is sitting here at the com blogging away while the other 3 are probably at hell now. muahaha but they could be enjoying themselves hehe who knows? well there has been a change of plans for later this afternoon due to the busy schedules of the 2 laos mugging for their eoys (yes we are afterall HARDWORKING peeps) so yea! expect the unexpected! woots anyway those 3 peeps won't see this until after the whole thing. haha an evil plan is hatching in my brain now and i feel like mojo jojo. muahaha come fight me! you 3 powerpuff girls. haha okay. i feel stupid blabbering to myself. OH NO! WILL I BECOME LIKE THIS WHEN I AM OLD? woodbridge hospital would be a likely home for me in the future. ahhh!! --" okay change topic. i just ate my breakfast and i am already thinking of the cheese baked rice later! haha shows how pig i am -and fellow pig will nod furiously in agreement- HA SEE i know you so well! and i discovered something new about my handphone. haha and i am already thinking of how to surprise somebody whose bdae is in the beginning of next year. awww aren't you touched? okay my new hairstyle will be shown to the public officially later. please don't laugh at me!! i know my fringe is damn short. and anyway you shouldn't laugh at me a poor little old poke. haha okay. cya. gotta start my mugging sessions again!

a fruitful day!

2006-09-04T20:35:00.000+08:00

woots i am back again! feel rather accomplished today. haha washed my school shoes and everything, ironed my uniform AND my bro's one. see i am such a nice sister! hehe yea on wed the 2 laos are gonna eat cheese baked rice VERY slowly (suggested by the other lao) and when we have enough energy, muahaha go bomb the other 3 juniors. oops nvm this was meant to be a SURPRISE haha okay. one good news amazing race 10 is coming out on 17 sep and survivor:cook islands is coming out on 14 sep!!!! woots channel 5 should be airing it soon! oh i am so not gonna concentrate on my revision!

yeah!

2006-09-03T16:45:00.000+08:00

i finally created a new blog! woohoo! can't wait for the amazing race 10 and survivor:cook islands! okay. that is so random. but gotta mug now. cya (: